Tuesday, 24 April 2012

Roshu Pie turns 18..


Grade 10:
You: *shrieks* *laughs* *screams* *laughs again* OMG BHAAAVV ALYAA AHAHAHA *laughs again*
Me: *thinking* Oh my god. I hate this girl. I hate her shrieking. I hate her voice. Omg. I hate how happy she is with her friends..
Grade 11:
You: *shrieks* laughs* *screams* AHAHAHAHAHA OMG GILAAAAA BHAAV ALYAAAA *laughs again*
Me: HAHAHAHAAH *takes all the contents of her pencil box and puts them all on different desks*
Grade 12:
You: *shrieks* *laughs* *screams* OMG NEELI ALYAAAA HAHAHAHAHAAH *laughs again*
Me: *thinking* How will I live without this crazy character?

You see how far we’ve come in three years? From hating you to literally falling in love with you.. each and every bit of you. The aspect of you that i used to detest with all my heart, I’ve come to love it. So much so, that I can’t live without it. Your shrieky voice now sounds like music to my ears.. no kidding. Wanna call me lebay? Do that :P Do it in the cute voice of your’s kay, cuz I wouldn’t ever mind that.

I kinda don’t know where to begin.. cuz I can’t rememeber where WE began either. It was in 11th, I guess. It was in 11th only that I opened up enough to make new friends. Aah I think the first time I called you was to discuss something in Eng Lit, cuz I still have your number scribbled on that Question Bank. Ever since that, your number is one of the most frequently dialled numbers from my phone.. and one number that I will remember probably always.

You are one of the most important women in my life.. You know, I honestly thought that out of everyone here, Alya understood me the most, that it was Alya with whom I connected the most. Well, I was wrong.. One day I realized that you understood me almost as well as Mrinalini did. And you know very well what that means.. Thanks for being my Second Mrinalini.. or no wait. Thanks for being My First Roshu Pie :*

You ARE classy, as my sister said. I know you’ve gone through utmost difficult situations in life, but you’ve come out so much stronger from all of it. You are so damn lovable and cute, it’s crazy. Not only me, but even my parents adore you. And your crazy laughter. And your smile..

I love your smile. It actually does light up my world.. I’ve told you this, and I’m gonna tell you again.. I’d do anything to make you smile.. You have no idea how much I hurt when you don’t smile, or when YOU’RE hurting.. It’s crazy how restless I feel when we fight (which is a lot.. :O) It’s crazy how incomplete I feel if we don’t talk for even a day (when we fight, I mean. Cuz during holidays sometimes we didn’t talk for long :O) Most of our fights have ended with someone apologizing just so that we could talk again..

You’ve been there in my lowest moments to support me, and in my highest moments to let me shine. I can’t tell you how thankful I am to have you as my best friend. Thanks for judging me, it helped. Thanks for being disappointed in me so many times, it showed me you cared. Thanks for pointing out not only my strengths but also my weaknesses.. You’ve had such a big part in making me what I am today.

You’ve made me a better person Rosh, and I hope I’ve helped too. You are such a fucking fantastic girl, that everyone loves you. All I wish for is that you’d stop being so hard on yourself.. I wish that you would love yourself the most. You know, all the stupid fucks that have given up on you and lost you.. I pity them. They have no clue that they lost out on such a diamond..

Thanks for trusting me with your secrets and life.. and thanks for keeping mine safe too. I can’t forget the countless hours that we’ve spent on the phone.. bitching, gossiping, being random and crazy and high, being philosophical, advising, crying, laughing.. and everything else that could possibly be done over the phone. Thanks for being my most talked to BBM contact..

Happy 18th birthday RRRRoshni, My Roshu Pie, Jadooriani.. you’ve completed 18 crazy years of your life! :O God knows how you survived that long, taking in account how much you annoy people at times =P lol kidding. Lol I also can’t believe that you’re younger than me, although by a few months only. But still.. I’m like such a kid and you’re all psychoanalysing people and situations most of the times. Just..stay this way. And don’t forget me. I LOVE YOU SO DAMN FUCKING MUCH THAT NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE IT AT ALL OHEMJEE! I love you more than Raghav and Sanam and Hrithik Roshan and Damian McGinty and all of the others. Even more than Almond Magnum :O

It's crazy how I can tell you almost anything without much hesitation.. and even if there is, we get over it pretty soon eh? Your jokes are lame, btw. But the embarrassed laugh you do it after it is just fucking adorable. 
These are all memories from the past.. and well.. "these memories are very memorable.." :P 
I promise to you that we'll only make better and even more amazing memories from now on. I promise to be your bestest friend forever. I promise to tolerate all your drama :P I promise to listen to everything that you say.. I promise to make you happy, or at least make you smile when you're low.. I promise to make your life awesome, cuz that's what I do.. :D
I promise to love you forever.

Always smile, jaanu. Cuz you deserve all the happiness in this world..