Little Miss Perfect.

So I walk into class.. new student, new school, new day, new people..

I’m not exaggerating when I say, that when I first saw you, I felt this weird connection sort of thing.. like “Hey! I’d really like to be this girl’s friend.. I bet she’d make an amazing friend!” Now you call me LEBAY or whatever.. talk to the hand, bro. :P

My feeling turned out to be true :’) It all started with when I found out that our dad’s knew each other.. :O and then all of a sudden you were shifting to MENARA! Oh wait.. dude, do you realize you’ve given me epic birthday presents for my 17th AND 18th? There I was in Jhansi, crying my eyes out on my 17th.. and you tell me on facebook chat that you’re shifting to Menara.. ha. You have no clueeee how happy that made meeeee OHEMJEEEE. And then I lost my facebook account. And then funnily enough, I got it back on your birthday last year :’) and then on my 18th, you bitch! :O I am so sorry I’m slow to surprises. But that was one of the BEST SURPRISES EVER! I had no clue you’d turn up on my birthday, that too at Roshni’s..

Bro.. I have countless instances in my head right now.. I’m not even kidding. Here’s another one, from last year’s Balle Balle Field Trip.. My dad wasn’t in town, so your dad picked me up and dropped me home.. Remember how Siddhu met me for the first time and fell asleep on my lap? Epic, lovely moment.

Also, funnily enough.. I didn’t have any friends in Menara until you came here :P YOU introduced me to Nayantara.. and then she introduced us to the others..

I could say you were the first person here who made me feel like I was a part of all this.. First person to whom I got close to, from what is our group now.. remember geography classes? Laughing at Gagan’s accent and english lol. And the times after that, with Phoebe and Cindy! How we’d sit and talk about lameass, perverted shit..

I can’t really put into words how much you mean to me.. actually, there aren’t words awesome and “impeccable” enough to describe you.. you’re my neighbour, my soul sister, my best friend.. and yeah, you do get “worse than my mother” at times.. which is perfectly fine.

I adore you. I dote on you. Do you know how much it hurts me to see you cry? Well, you should. Cuz the three times I’ve seen you cry, I’ve cried too. That saying.. “She’s my best friend. Break her heart and I’ll break your face!” holds true for us. I will fucking KILL that bastard who tries to hurt you.. (probably not in the awesome ways you would, but I’d try my best babe..).. and I know that you’ll be there to do the same.

Please never cry. You’ve been, to me, the strongest of us all.. you ARE perfect, an all-rounder. You can sing and dance and draw and cook and write and study and play sports and look hot and pretty and you have a KICKASS personality.. Hm, I wonder what it is that you CAN’T do.. Nayantara and I always talk about how our best friends (you and Neliz) are like, perfect. Jesus woman, how do you do it?

It gives me some weird sort of happiness and satisfaction that you live in Menara, and not somewhere near where Rosh lives :P I get jealous at times, of you guys.. makes me feel like what we have isn’t anything special.. but I have to meet you just once, and all that doubt just vanishes. I could sit with you for hours at an end, and I’m sure we wouldn’t run out of topics. And even if we did, well then one of us would do something stupid and send the other rolling into fits of laughter. Like, when you see a cat nearby, and then you jump and howl and squeal. Man.. that makes my day. I could literally fall down on the Menara pavements and roll in laughter.

I like how I don’t have to talk to you every second of the day, to let you know how much I love you. Just a few words, yeah.. Makes my day. I like how you can’t remember your own landline number, and always rely on me to tell it to people or tell it to you to scribble down. I like that we’ve hardly fought (OMFG TOUCHWOOD! Have we EVER fought? DUUUUDE! :O)

Oh god, I am so speechless right now.. oh wait, I shall list out some similarities between us which I find very awesome..

• Um.. we understand south indian languages and sing south indian songs? And oh, SIDDHARTH AND VIKRAM! :D
• Grade 11 beginning. We both had close guy friends who turned into “special friends”. Also, mad texting sessions in school with them lol.
• WE LIVE IN MENARAAAA! :D
• Hey, we’re in Tagore house too bro! :P
• We were probably the last two people in our school to get Blackberries. Aren’t we awesome?
•  How we both have these epic close girl friends, who are like our twin sisters. How both said friends (Mrin and Pash) are alike too :O
•  We both have this one close guy friend we skype with a lot :P
• Your brother loves you, your brother loves me.. :P
• We both hate K (not for Krishna, bro)

I  ran out of things. But I’m very sure I’ve missed out some pretty important stuff. Isskay. It happens in life.

Anyway, you’re 19! You’re old! You’re the oldest in our group! Haha, you’ll die first :P lol kidding. So this is something I wrote for you sometime back..

“You. Because you tell me things I can't tell myself. Because you know me better than I know myself. Because I really value your advice. Because my day is incomplete without you. Because you make everything seem better. Because you read my mind.. Because you know me in and out. Because when YOU smile, I smile. Because I won't do anything without you. Because I'll tell you everything. Because nobody else matters. Because your hugs comfort me the most..

Because I love you. Because I can't survive without you.”

You know the awesome thing about it? It still holds perfectly true.

Now, you’re leaving. I can’t the time has come for all of us to leave :/ it’s..freaky, if not sad. I can’t believe you’re leaving me btw :”( it’s so hard when people leave me! It’s always me who leaves people first.. :/

You know what? I hardly have anything else to say now.. nothing that I’d wish you to change in yourself. Just be the way you are, my ‘perfect’ best friend :’)

Thank you for being there in my lowest moments to support me, and in my highest moments to let me shine. I can’t tell you how thankful I am to have you as my best friend. Thanks for judging me, it helped. Thanks for being disappointed in me so many times, it showed me you cared. Thanks for pointing out not only my strengths but also my weaknesses.. You’ve had such a big part in making me what I am today.

I promise to you that we'll only make better and even more amazing memories from now on. I promise to be your bestest friend forever. I promise to tolerate all your drama :P I promise to listen to everything that you say.. I promise to make you happy, or at least make you smile when you're low.. I promise to make your life awesome, cuz that's what I do.. :D

I promise to love you forever.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY TAGORE BITCH! YOU’RE 19! It’s your last teenage year, LIVE IT UP! Stay how you are, my sultry seductive siren! And don’t forget me.. cuz I sure as hell will never forget you :’)

NAAN UNNAI KADHALIKIREN GUNDU! Also, SAYA CINTA KAMU SAYANG! And, MAIN TUMSE PYAAR KARTI HOON JAANEMANN! :*

Have a fabulous birthday and year ahead. Live it all up. Make new kickass friends, especially the hot kind. So that when I come to KL, you can introduce me to them. You should be good to your friends, you know? Especially to me, CUZ I AM AWESOME!

BOOBIE LOVES YOU TO BITS! :*